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Name: jon
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 6/27/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: collecting comics, chasing girl (yeah, just one), searching for vintage books, skateboarding, love, unselfishness, road trips, being on the turnpike with the girl, crying often, sideling hill, hanging out and beating up old cars, missing the girl when she isnt here, working at the comic store, and remembering the good old days, but most of all, making new good ol days. keep your old memories, but make new ones while you are at it.
Expertise: being emotional about everything.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 9/29/2003

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Tuesday, February 10, 2004

happy 4 months baby!

xxxxxx oooooo

the boy


Sunday, February 08, 2004

im glad i have miranda.  she understood me when i told her the most terrible news i possibly could. 

im leaving school. 

im going home.

thats all i can say.  i dont really feel like this is what i want.  i just want to go home and work for a while and see whats going on with my life, and maybe come back next year.  its going to be good i guess.  i just dont really have direction right now. 

im gonna buy my aunts car from her, so i can drive out on weekends and see my wonderful girlfriend who i adore with all of my heart.  i dont think i could live without her.  im gonna call her every night and see her on weekends and it will be great.  i love her. 

dont call me a quitter.  im not quitting school.  im not completely giving up on school, just right now, i dont want this. it doesnt feel right.  going home and working is what i want.  i would only stay to see miranda, because im sure youve realized every one of the past entries in here have been about her.  im hardcore for this girl, and i think that she is completely wonderful. 

for now, im going. 

xxx the boy xxx

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Thelma & Louise
By Susan Sarandon, Geena Davis
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Saturday, February 07, 2004

your heart beat for me last night. 

mine beats for you everyday. 

i love you more with every beat.

the snow fell today,  but self hatred was gone.

i finally felt so infinite, that i wanted to cry today. 

these kisses are for you baby.

xxx the boy xxx


Tuesday, February 03, 2004

i really did make a mistake tonight.  i shouldnt have been dumb about coming up, and i was just completely mad about junk, and i was walking through the courtyard, and i looked back at the door of clyde hall and hoped you would be there, waving your arms, calling me back.  i would have come back because im being an idiot about some alone time, and i shouldnt have left.  and this wasnt the right idea.  yeah, i guess im gonna stay up all night and write, but i would really rather be with you.

xx the boy xx


Sunday, February 01, 2004

Im Emo because

I shop at goodwill
I listen to girls when they talk
I do everything I can for everyone
I treat girls right
I listen to "emo"
I cry
I live by the music i listen to
I go to shows
I hang out with other "emo kids"
I love stars
I love a girl who actually treats me right
I find real meaning in life and dont act depressed

no, actually thats not really why im completely emo.  im emotional because thats how i find life.  because i see life and love in a different light, something more than just holding a grudge and being depressed and wanting to kill myself.  oooh, i shop at hot topic, i like to try and kill myself, i like like to base life off of high school stereotypes.  im emo because i can be, and noone who treats me like just a music choice has the right to control me.  because people are assholes and are like "you only did it because of..." thats dumb.  some people really need to get over stuff and grow up. 

the boy



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